Did you ever really love me?

I thought i found the most important man in my life when i found you.
We plan on making it through the storms. A life together. At least this what i thought going by our actions. And conversations .
I believe in you to the fullest. I trusted you with my life, to bad
Things happen to change our directions.I know now some are meant for a reason and some for a season. 
You were a season in my life.

A day in Court

Today just prove to me that when you believe in God and you do right before him, he will see you through. I had a very dark spot in my life where I needed God to protect me and he did just that. My belief is this God will always do just what he wants no matter what you think.He knows everything and see all. He was there for me and I must tell people about him. He was my Judge of my outcome today. I have always known that where he is there is peace and there was peace in my heart about today. So, what I say to you is trust in the only true God that can bring a about a change like no else can. He is the finisher of our faith and he is the begin and the end. I will continue to worship him because he has proven hisself faithful to me over and over again. Thank you Lord for watching over me and keeping me safe and my kids day in and day out.

Throwing Out The Trash

I know it is hard at times in our lives to let go of certain people. But if they are not adding to you life

in apostive way, why are they there? Yes, we need to ask those hard and tough questions every now

and then. Do he really love me? What is he bringing to the table in this relationship? How do he help

me out on a day to day bases? I know it can get to us having that warm body in our bed day after day

but that is really all you have is a warm body. Let me say this a true man will do all he can do to

make you happy. If he really knows his postions in life your life will be so easy to walk upon. But

today we have sisters who settle for just anyone or someone else man. Don't let me go there that is a

book all by it self. So start looking at the person you are dealing with on a regular like what have you

done for me lately? It does get scary if you are depending on this person because now you are at a

postion where you will be by yourself, but sometimes it is best to be by yourself so you can see where

you need to help yourself. God didn't want men to be alone is true but He also didn't want us to be

with just anybody. And when you really look at your life, he is helping your body not your mind. So

once that body isboken down and he gets tired of you, he will move on to the next sister. Trust my

words. You are a stronger person then you know, you just need help to get there in life. There is help

you just have to want it more then you want anything else.