Holidays blues

We all know what the holidays can do to you if you are not watching yourself. Over eat and drink more then you should. Well this holiday I am sitting in front of the computer trying to decide about what I want to do for the new year. Do I stay at that job that I do not like to go to everyday.
Well I happen to enjoy my job but it is just not enough for me. I am a go getter and I have so much more to offer the world. My looks for one.lol. Do I stay in this relationship that is not giving me nothing back or do I put myself out there for the taken. ? Do I really want to start over in a realionship with someone new ? Oh how we do not like to think about these questions but if you are by yourself then you will.. So take the time to get to know you and what you want out of life and a realtionship. bye bye.

Gay Marriage! Gay People! Should I care

It is x-mas eve and all I see on Tv is how two ppl of the same sex is in love or are they? My daughter is caught up in this lifestle and she is only 16. I have not heard from her and am worried for her safety. But all we hear is this gay this and gay that. To me and what the bible says it is not God's way of life. Yes he will forgive anyone that is serious about changing their ways. Oh how I can go on and on about this topic but it is pointless. I am so sorry to see the souls that are lost in this life and who think they are taking their gay life to heaven but that will never happen. As God is our father that will never happen. People got to wake up and read the book and know what it says . Please do not dumb to something that you should know. Yes that lifesyle was happening in the bible and look and see just what happen to them who was taken part in the lifesyle. My daughter was only given to me for a short period of time and I pray that God will see what I have taught her and protect her where ever she is. I dont know if the gay community really see what is happen with the young ppl who are trying to live that life stlye themselves. They are not going to school, families are falling apart left and right. Kids are being kick out of their homes because of this life style. They want to come out of the closet, and they are now we are finding our kids in closet died and bet up over stuff over this life style. So I ask you should I care?

book cover

Well to all who want to know this is what the cover of my book looks like. I am very proud of my small improvments so far. I have so much to do yet, but felt the need to share. Wish me luck as I continue to write and finish up what I started.

where is the love???

when is love enough for one person? What does it look like to another? These are the stresses in 2012 because we as people do not know the different between the two. Even though we go through life and realtionships thinking that this person really loves me, when really they do not. Love is not suppose to hurt and cause heart ache between two, so why do we see and expereince such pain?  When you can be honest with yourself and wht you want then life can take its path that it needs to. Learn to trust someone can be hard and sometimes not natural to many, both those are the one who needs help all the way. Lets face it we all have to learn in life more about love and life satuations so do not close your heart off to love and never stop asking questions. This is the only way to learn. With the holidays approaching we all want to feel love and be love but we first must know what we want out of life and another.So from me to you and your love ones be safe and as I always say cuddle together.


Aquabrownskin

xoxo

teens that can stress you out

I do not know about anyone else my my teen daughter can stress me out. I am trying to understand her lifestyle and what she is facing but she is a hand full. She act like to stay in school is going to kill her. uh back in the day we never could miss a day of school. The other thing that is rocking my mind is her friends she is hanging out with. I got to keep my eyes on her and what she is doing out here. They, meaning teens do not see what we see as parents in this world. Maybe she should watch more tv to get the big picture. Anyway my mind is expanding and expanding trying to keep her safe from harm.

I know what it is like to want to party all the time and hang out with your girlfriends and sometimes the girlfriend is her griendfriend but they got to grow up. Kids don't seeem to want to get educated now of days.why is that? I am going through it but I am asking God to keep me while I am going through.

Screaming mom over and out!